I'm up.

Kinda, sorta, maybe. I woke up to a instant message on my computer from a friend. She had asked me if I remembered Sandee. Right then and there I went immediately to her site. What is it with all the cancer crap going around like a rabid disease? I really hate it. Its affected so many people in my life that its making me cry. So if you can, go give her your thoughts and prayers. The news isn't good for her, and for my friend who sent the message has the biggest heart that I know. She has been a inspiration to me, she just graduated and is a great photographer. I want her to know to remain strong for Sandee and her self. And two, Ms Mollie please be positive don't let yourself get down. No one plans these sicknesses and sometimes it takes more than doctors medicines and hands to heal.

So this also goes towards my Grandma, she has so far beat this evil demon with two types of cancers. I think she's too stubborn to let anything get her down. I love you Grandma.

And for Kim, my Mom's co-worker....you are a Strong Man. You might not feel it now but you have been an angel in my eye even though I don't really know you like my Momma. For the babies and kids you have fostered, it takes a real Dad to do that. You have so much support behind so remain strong for yourself.

Happy Monday Morning to you on a Tuesday Morning!!!

Well maybe happy for you...not me though. We are short two people at work. One says she's tired and the other is pregnancy related. I can understand the pregnancy one. I guess I am having a hard time dealing with people and their excuses. I am going to start talking to my boss and ask him for advice on how to handle it. Or I just might inform them that this is just like any other job and that it isn't fair to the people who do show up that they end up with all the work. I can't even take a day off without something happening. I did inform the one girl that it is necessary to show up on the days scheduled as its the actual company that is wanting the people. Also too, that they should take advantage of the time offered because we are over our hours allowed and that it won't last very long. I am nervous about going in today because I have not been there for two days. I know its going to be a mess and alot of fixing things. I can't stress myself...I really can't. Its soooo not worth it. I think this is how its going to work today. Assign the girls the easy stuff and I will deal with the shrubs. Honestly, I am a nice person and I can't have someone messing with the Barberry with the thorns at work. Unless I am mad at them...then guess what. You betcha I am. No I am just kidding...lol.

On another note, I found out that I am sweating alot at work. Which is cool, which means losing weight and that is really cool. BUT that I am having a allergic reaction. It seems no matter how many times a day I change clothes, or shower. That my body doesn't like sweat. I am on three different meds. for the skin irritations...and the medicated powder is some pretty strong stuff.

My goal is to lose weight, get better body tone and fight whatever this is. Cause its sucks!!!!


I sure hope everyone had a great Memorial Day and remembered our soldiers that have fought and died for our country....and also the ones that are still fighting for our freedom. I will never remember Bush has he is the one putting us on backburner and not thinking about our families with the troops. Let's enlist Bush to go to Iraq and see how long he lasts, and see how his family likes to sit at home and wait to receive that "one" phone call.

I am here, butttttt.....

Been way too busy for anything it seems. Work is overwhelming, not to mention the aches and pains. It seems I have a old injury that is flaring up, from like oh say....13 years ago. Yep. I lose feeling in both of my hands, I can't wash my hair, drive, type, brush my hair, do dishes....basically anything that deals with your hands. If you know that feeling of when your foot falls asleep, I get it in both my hands, wrist and up to my elbow. I went to the chiro on friday, had my x-rays, and today the results. It seems my neck is showing signs of wear and tear. no seriously, the curve in my neck is not curved in fact its straight. Its pinching a nerve in my neck, soooooo getting popped in places that I didn't know popped is pretty cool. And my tail bone, is twisted out of porportion. I had one treatment tonight, and wow....let me tell you I am going to bring my chiro home with me. He's awesome, with his magic fingers. I had one treatment for my wrist on the machine that pulls your arm out of your socket in your elbow. I can feel the difference already. In the one arm cause I didn't have time for the other one so tomorrow I will have both done and will go from there.


I am hoping to get a good nights sleep tonight. I am praying ya know. Well, I am off for the night. Gonna watch TV and relax, wait for the clothes in the washer to get done. Then sleepy time.