Can some explaine to me?

Why this surgery hurts so much more than my last one. I know its my dominant hand byt gezzzzz. I broke down right before my surgery thinkning about my kitties. I know sounds stupid. I really don't care. Just the thought alone of them being alone made my sick to my stomach. But anyway, I am not online much. My Auctions ended and will be getting the ones that paid already, to be shipped tomorrow. Or picked up on Saturday. I still can't drive for 24 hours. Blah. So now I am going back to laying down. I have pain in the wrist area. I felt them cutting my skin and it made me sick, sick, sick.