Yay, its gone.

I had the most terrible night last night, I laid in bed all night with this nasty tube down my nose. It was a pH monitoring test, to measure how much acid is coming up in my throat. I had surgery in 2003 to fix my heartburn, well a year and a half later, I was in a car accident that totaled my car. Well it left me with a twisted spine and constant pain between my shoulders. But it doesn't stop me from working, anyhow, I had to have this test again to see how much is coming back. The doctor seems to think the Nissan has slipped. If that is the case he will have to repair the Nissan. I done wonderful with the surgery, was losing weight, eating healthy, and so on. Well, after the accident it left me in a emotional state of depression. I managed to get thru it though. It took alot of courage to get myself back on my feet. I did thanks to my friend Dawn, she was right there with me. If I have to have the surgery again, I will take it with a grain of salt. Anyone knows when one has surgery, if its a non-muscle type of surgery its not so bad. BUT if it deals with muscles, which is what a Nissan Fundolipcation is, I know it freakin' hurts like all get out. I will know the results on Friday. My Doctor is awesome. If I do have to have it done, I am going to see about having it done while Jonathan is on Spring Break from school. So I don't have to worry about him while in the hospital. The last time, my exMother In Law took Jonathan for me and my Mom stayed with me the first night. I remember crying like a little baby, and sleeping on the couch was the only comfortable position. I am grateful my Mom was there for me, she is the best. But she only stayed one night...lol. They tried to give me morphine but it did nothing for the pain. Only Vicodin helped...weird uh? Yet I only took like 3 pills out of the entire bottle of 30. I hate taking pills. Which brings me back to why I had this test done again. Taking Prevacid every day, and it wearing off before its supposed too....I am tired of taking pills. Its not something I do. Also with me going back to work, I also need to know about the days I will have off. I want to get it done before all the pretty flowers start coming in.

Well, I am sitting here. My face got a little sun today because it was so beautiful outside and I am warm. I am excited, I know my yard will be pretty this year. I am growing most of my flowers from seeds, thanks to my little greenhouse. I know I am growing extra flowers, so to my friends whom I love dearly....guess what??? I am growing some for you. Well....enough said...my ribs hurt so bad from yesterday. The first test they did, made my gag reflex kick in and it hurts to vomit, and when I do its painful. So when I cough, my lungs and ribs hurt.


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