Sunday, October 18, 2009

Getting ready for the big day.

When my Son reaches that point in life where all the good stuff starts to happen, the facial hair, the acne and stinkiness. So I've already looked into acne treatment for him to make sure I can have the control over it cause I remember how bad some kids get acne. And I really don't want my Son to look like a pizza face as I remember people making fun of kids who have had acne.

Well I am not feeling well, so I think I am going to go back to laying down. It sucks being sick, and I don't wish it on my worst enemy. At all.

Sure didn't need one.

While spending time at the hospital with my Grandma, our appetites were pretty much non-existant. But I knew that we had to eat to keep up our strength. It was vital. So we really didn't need any appetite suppressant to help curb our appetites, but then again. Hospital food is a great diet food. I can't see how people can eat that stuff. Some of ok, the others were gut wrenching. Thank goodness that we had family bring us food up. But I truly think spending that time with my Grandma was priceless and I would do it again in a heartbeat.

I really wish.

That this house had one of those water filters because I've been drinking alot of it lately but worry about whats in the water half the time. With all the cancer causing agents in this messed up world, I really would like to protect myself. I want to be healthier as well as I am done with being unhealthy. I watched someone I love dearly pass away right in front of me, and I want to do everything I can to help improve my life. I am glad I do not smoke or drink. But there are people who end up sick anyways.

So much has happened.

I don't want to go into it just yet, but alot has happened and I am dealing with it on my own terms. Its difficult to lose someone you love so much.

Sunday, October 04, 2009

Friends of mine.

Are going on vacation in a couple of months, I think in the spring time. I wasn't sure why, or where...I thought she mentioned myrtle beach hotels oceanfront and all I heard was ocean...and that got me excited. As I said before I've never been to the ocean and would love to finally put my feet into the ocean. I know we have to wait to move to Arizona where I would definitely be closer to the ocean. I just can't wait. Our move isn't coming fast enough. Granted I will miss my family, I just know this move will be a positive one.

OH I am cold.

And I can't wait to get to bed. I am cold, cold, cold. My warm bed is calling me.

Thursday, October 01, 2009

Up at the hospital.

On the elevator going up to my Grandma's Floor there was a New Dad. He was passing out a Pink cigar and I thought it was so sweet he was a new Father to a sweet baby girl. Someday if the chance ever happens, I too will be bringing home a baby girl. I have a Son, if another Son happens...I am really good with that. I would love to have another child period, just as long as he/she is healthy.

Well I am heading back up to the hospital.

My world is a little shaken up.

My Grandma is in the hospital, I am heading back there in a few minutes to be with my Mom. Right now, I am sad but I know in the end its going to be ok.