Is to someday remarry again and possibly take a nice all inclusive caribbean honeymoon and just enjoy life, instead of stressing all the time. Yes, I stress. Its apart of life, and not a surprise by any means. Everyone has it, some deal with it better some worse. But boy, having a carribean honeymoon would just top off everything I have ever done. I have never taken a vacation, far away nor have I gone on any flight for a vacation. So yeah, a little fun in the sun would be the icing on the cupcake for me.