Welcome to my new and improved blog of how life can throw you a curve ball. Going through a major lifestyle change and wanting to share the ups and downs.
Thursday, January 26, 2006
Wanna hear with what I've been going thru?
I've been dealing with my anxiety alot lately, with the bills and other things. I decided earlier this year to make my appt. and stick to it for the "Yearly" doctor. In which I have avoided for a couple of years now. I know...bad, bad. Oh well, who likes having their tata open to the world??? Shit not me. Well, I finally have a female doctor. Yay! She is awesome. Well, I finally go..I get there and I am her last patient. An hour and a half later I am walking out with a list of tests I have to have done. Along with my blood pressure being higher than normal. That kinda worried me. I've always had low blood pressure and now all of a sudden its higher? It has alot to do with whats going on in my life. Well, I requested to be tested for every thing. Something for peace of mind. I know in my mind that everything is cool. But the one thing that has been bothering me for the past couple of years is why I can't get pregnant. Its heartbreaking. I am not getting any younger here folks...something has to happen. Either I can't have anymore or just need a little help. I had help with my Son, so more than likely it will happen again. Oh and I was offered a better place to live too. Still in Moline, but a nicer place and I am honestly thinking about it. No garage but that is ok, there is a basement. Its thru a friend of mine. We will see, I really liked the layout of the house, it has two apartments upstairs and they are really quiet. Has a huge living room, a dining room, two bedrooms and a small kitchen Which is fine. I will have to go and see it again.
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